A Powerful Prayer for Finding comfort during the first holidays after losing a loved one

Heavenly Father, I come before You today with a heavy heart, specifically regarding finding comfort during the first holidays after losing a loved one. You know the exact details of this situation. You see the tears shed in private, the overwhelming anxiety that grips my chest, and the exhaustion that settles deep in my bones. Lord, your Word promises that You are close to the brokenhearted and save those who are crushed in spirit. Right now, I feel crushed. I feel like the waves of this specific trial are crashing over me. I ask for Your supernatural intervention. Where there is confusion, bring clarity. Where there is pain, bring Your healing touch. When I feel entirely alone in this struggle, remind me that You have never left my side. Help me to surrender my desperate need for control and completely trust in Your sovereign timing and perfect plan. Give me the wisdom to take the right next steps, and the grace to be patient when waiting is required. Protect my mind from the enemy's lies and fill my heart with Your incomprehensible peace. I trust You, Lord. Even in this dark valley, I will praise You. In the mighty and comforting name of Jesus, I pray. Amen.